Another day of being overwhelmed.   Numerous donations, that will certainly help.  Bernie was there today, she taught us alot.  Then a game with Ada,  a great woman,  my friend.  But then after all it is bridge and  we struggled.  It didnt help to find out by the way of the financial person at Holy Cross that I will probably and most likely need a port so they dont have to put needles in my hand.  Of course, stupid me, I thought the words "1/2 hour, once a week shot" meant that's it!  But of course it fills the port once a week.  But I had to stomp my feet and cry about that. Lil had to talk me down. Good I didnt do that in front of the doctor.  I just have to accept that they have talked and they know and they will get me going on whatever path I have to walk to kill this devil.  Thanks again everyone.  I will "buck up".