I saw Dr. Patterson on Tuesday, he was pissed that I was upset with everyone.  He said it wasnt his fault nor his problem that I didnt have insurance and can we agree to that and not talk about it anymore.  Well.....don't you hate it when they are so smart and get's to the heart of the matter right now and stopped my pity party, well almost.  So 6 CT scans 3 one way and 3 in contrast, upper body.  Blood work and ready for Moffitt.  Next item is to get my insurance policy number so that i can get the papers rolling at Moffitt. I am finished with Holy Cross for now.  I told the girls at infusion,  thanks for making it so easy, I will not be back.
One thing I got from the treatment is an awareness of my luck.  It might be a big resection surgery, but all in all my treatment time and hopefully my recovery time will be brief and relatively painless and finished and OVER.  Ill get my gray hair back with white streaks, better and fuller than ever.  Beware, I might never shave my legs again.  I am returning scarfs, to me no cover is best.  A hat or scarf would have to be a fashion choice, not a cover up.  I still dont have any big earrings,  I would go shopping but it's a chore and there are "people" there.
Geesh....A.D.D.......So today was the last day of chemo.  God help me stay positive..  here is what happened,  I got a call from my angel-nurse Dr. Onstad office saying the CT's are scheduled on Oakland Park Blvd and they are only $200 cash. For all 6!   And the bloodwork from Monday is good enough to use for the CT's.  So check that is done.  Blood work for Moffitt on 10/4 get them to fax and i will hand carry the discs and the blood report that will save mucho money and folks that pulls me out of the the pity party.  Your prayers are leading me to the right people when I need them. I have to be grateful for all the people pulling for me.  I have to grateful I am not in a whales stomach.  I am grateful and mom is here.  And Paul is here always for me and loves having mom here.

I am feeling good.  Tired, but good.  We will be on Pompano Beach tomorrow, power walk. Linda, Me and Mom,  hope I can keep up.  Then bridge.  Then sleep.  Love my dogs Here is the Pommy his name is Huff and Puff.