I learned bridge in a love/hate relationship.  He taught me with harse words and bad reactions to my bad bids - for 5 years.  But I learned.  The nurse made a bid, I responded, she then yelled at me for making a bad bid (reaction).  I had to learn from my friends at the bridge club that yes this happens, its not my fault, there is nothing i can do.  Help me learn about how reports dont get read on Tuesday instead of Thursday when they are available.  Help me learn how to not react. Or just ask questions til I get to the answer that I finally understand.  Life is Bridge.
Pray, I am in God's hands.  Til Monday and another blood test.