So I cried through the whole appointment.  Dr. Gonzalez is so wonderful but did not schedule surgery.  He told me when the tumor starts to grow back we will do surgery.  If he operated today he would take the large area down to my brow and into my scalp, so I cried.  Then he said "I'll map it out with 8 biopsies" and drew spots on my forehead, then we decided he would just take one biopsy where there was a red mark - to see if it is sarcoma.  We will get the results in about 4 days.  He said something about 3 months and then asked me to make an appointment and come back to see him in a month.  He was patient with me and with Paul trying to explain the disease.  He told me to watch and call him if it starts to grow back or if I get a lump in my face or neck.  He has seen this travel to the lymph nodes.  And so I cried some more.  But that got in the way of my hearing the tumor is not there, not now.  Paul asked if I could take vitamins and stuff and he said YES.  So now I begin what I have been planning.  I will take a regiment of NoxyLane4 and Immunifin.  The first one has a shitake mushroom base and kills free radicals, the second one contains shark oil.  So the plan is to keep the tumor from growing back.  Possible?  I was given no hope of that happening today, but delay it? Maybe yes.  I feel weird.  Thanks for prayers,  I need to ask for more please.