Moffitt tomorrow to change these awful bandages.  I am still leaking but not as much.  I still get pain but, like yesterday, I only had one pain killer.  Ate tons of kale chips and quinoa and chicken.  I snacked, well I was home alone,  I napped,  good for me, and I worked on flyers and the website information.  I have hired a new director and added a new game at the club.  Very exciting to watch this club grow and fill up.  We need another parking area.  Yes, as you can see, I am very involved with the club and am grateful for the outlet. I am reading 50 shades, Sharks still dont get cancer, and the Kris Carr crazy, sexy, cancer books.  Looks like I have to eat organic and stay away from stress.  Well, Ill try organic.  The only stress at the club are the fights.  But I will learn to handle that stress.  I want to play, I want to teach, I want to manage for as long as I can.  I dont want to move away for the radiation treatments.  I want a facility close to home.  Sure hope I get to vote about this.  I think I should get a vote.  Thanks for your notes, your concern and your continued prayers.  What are we praying for? That I can follow a regiment that will prevent future tumors.  Great...then its my fault if/when they return.  Something I must have done wrong.  What did I do wrong to get this stupid disease?  I am special...great.  
So everytime I eat a piece of cake, sugar!  Not allowed.  At this point? What are we praying for?  Acceptance and Resolve to Fight.  I will fight but I will not have more surgery.  This is awful and depressing.