Wednesday, November 20, 2019
6 weeks later, no treatments. Very into nutrition and now on plant based foods. It is not easy!! I am fighting, I am in charge, I am researching and most importantly I am basking in love and recommendations from friends and family who are seriously involved in my path. God is my main stay calm beacon.
Insistent, persistent, texts. .coms to look up and research, tapes to watch, you tube, podcasts, books to read and recipes to find:
My sisters think I should go to this counseling place, give my blood and have a CBD oil program just made for me. They say it works, people are being healed!
I don't believe it.
or this one supported by many is that I should contact Sylvester - John Trent - who seems to have success with AS f/s patients who got it from the sun. Now with all I know about angio, you do not get it from the sun!! mine is not from the sun. I found out his treatment involves mega doses of antibiotics. I do not get along with antibiotics. Strike two.
What do I believe in? The power of God, my power to trust this path I have chosen.
Also a brand new warrior in my war is my husbands ex. Yes, Cassie and Shannon and Ben's mom. She more than supports my path, she has warned me about those who will try to scare me into treatments. And sure enough, when I went to my primary for pain pills (if I need them) he got into my face and said "You are in denial, have you contacted hospice?, You are going to DIE, you will never cure yourself with diet, It will KILL you, go to Univ. of Miami now."
Done for now. This is my diary I choose to share so I can continue to grow. I love you, thank you for your prayers.
And I have lost some weight!
Insistent, persistent, texts. .coms to look up and research, tapes to watch, you tube, podcasts, books to read and recipes to find:
My sisters think I should go to this counseling place, give my blood and have a CBD oil program just made for me. They say it works, people are being healed!
I don't believe it.
or this one supported by many is that I should contact Sylvester - John Trent - who seems to have success with AS f/s patients who got it from the sun. Now with all I know about angio, you do not get it from the sun!! mine is not from the sun. I found out his treatment involves mega doses of antibiotics. I do not get along with antibiotics. Strike two.
What do I believe in? The power of God, my power to trust this path I have chosen.
Also a brand new warrior in my war is my husbands ex. Yes, Cassie and Shannon and Ben's mom. She more than supports my path, she has warned me about those who will try to scare me into treatments. And sure enough, when I went to my primary for pain pills (if I need them) he got into my face and said "You are in denial, have you contacted hospice?, You are going to DIE, you will never cure yourself with diet, It will KILL you, go to Univ. of Miami now."
Done for now. This is my diary I choose to share so I can continue to grow. I love you, thank you for your prayers.
And I have lost some weight!
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